Since I Gave Up Hope Life Has Been Much Better

Hope is like the Ego,
You gotta strengthen it
and then you gotta let it go.

Wake up each day,
assess your current reality,
accept that state of being,
and move forward with confidence.

Forgive yourself
what you didn’t do yesterday,
learn from it,
and quit your goddamn whining.
Nobody wants to hear THAT.

HOPE can be bad for your mental health,
it’s presence says:
I’m not ok today,
but maybe I will be tomorrow.
That’s bullshit.

BE HERE NOW.

Give you some love, it’s a verb.

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ELIMINATE YOUR IMAGINARY AUDIENCE:

Sometimes we don’t do something
that we REALLY want/need
to do in life
because we are scared
of what “they” will think,
how it will look to “them”.

It has been my experience
that “they” is really just fear.
“They” don’t exist.
“They” is MY inability
to muster the courage
to live truthfully.

People who love you
will go with the changes
you need to make
in your life
towards wholeness.

The hardest sentence
I ever learned to say was:
“I can’t do that and stay whole”.

The most effective sentence
I continue to use in life is:
“I can’t do that and stay whole”.

Those who love you want you to be whole.

All others? Fuck ‘em if they can’t take a joke!
jaj ajj aja

“They” will watch with respect
as you realize your dreams!
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SiaMESUS CHRIST!!!

My dyslexic tattoo artist, Sten, lubed me up AFTER he poked me today!!!  I had the Crown Of Thorns tattoo on my right arm which he incorporated into the two faces of Jesus:  Comedy and Tragedy Jesus.  (He calls is Siamesus)   Today was only outlining.

MANDATE tonight!!!

I’ve been asked on a real live MANDATE tonight by a

TALL, HANDSOME, SUCCESSFUL hunka hunka burning love!!!

Nap, Shower, Shave!!!

(i will not fall in love.  i will not fall in love.  i will not fall in love.)

Grant Henry Cameo Appearance in Mellencamp Video

See if you can  find the handsome devil in this Mellencamp music video.